Experiences with my Shaykh

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Permalink Reply by Haqqani Fellowship on April 4, 2009 at 12:10am

From a chat by Tayyab Masood Khattak:
Brothers and sisters i am sharing my story, i am very sinful person , May ALLAH guide me and showers his blessings and to all people who really want to take it. May ALLAH never makes some one heart dead. My heart became dead due to very much indulgenence in dunya, i was looking for some shaykh in my life some guide, i always wanted to be in good company, in good character but somehow i lost my Iman taste in Finland. as i was so much indulge in dunya(this world earnings) taking lot of tension for unneccesary things, some how my heart became broken, really broken, only ALLAH knows why my heart broke, because as MAULANA SHAYKH NAZIM ADIL AL HAQQANI (QS) says in heart only two things can be at one time dunya or ALLAH In my heart dunya was filled still filled , May ALLAH bless me , forgive me ALLAH , show me the right path , right path to everyone AMEEN when my job went and at the end of day i had nothing left with nothing asta,ghfirullah, AS ALLAH was not in my heart, only Dunya was there still there, trying to be servant of ALLAH, so i was in much tension and than i start thinking what is life and today job has gone and if tomorrow some other thing goes than what Than i start thinking that only ALLAH is there for everykind of trouble solving so i start thinking to have a firm link which cannot be broken again. i was searching that how can i make that link strong i was searching that how can i make that link strong, i started 5 times prayer, and still i was looking for some guide so that i cannot be bestray again, so on 23rd march i got Naqshbandi Tahweez, i can say that this Tahweez has some blessings, i had not taken bayah by that time, and i wore that Tahweez. i start progressing in spirtuality, i start reading Holy Quran, and tries to become MUHAMMADI Durood and salam on our Beloved Prophet Hazrat Muhammad PBUH than yesterday i made online bayah and i felt the presence of Shaikh Nazim Adil AL Haqqani(QS) my room is air tight as i live in finland i closed the windows and doors but some fresh air was inside my room and today when i was sleeping after ASR prayer for a while than Shaykh ADNAN Kabbani came to my dream wake up your maghrib is going wake up and when i wake up azan for maghrib going on.
All praises to ALLAH, peace and blessings of ALLAH be on you all , May ALLAH forgive us and guide us right path AMEEN Al-Fatiha.